Ego's Prophecies

My Ego is very good in prophecy.
Whatever It says comes true
Especially when I struggle against it.

It said "You are too lazy to keep this job."
So I wrote thousands of words everyday
In order to deny the Ego's prophecy.
But ended up with losing a job
Because of the laziness from fatigue.
The Ego's prophecy indeed came true.

It said "You are too stupid to live normally."
So I read thousands of pages everyday
In order to deny the Ego's prophecy.
But ended up with frikking headache
That came from maldigestion of reading.
The Ego's prophecy indeed came true.

Actually I don't have to strive to
Deny what the Ego says.
Its prophecies come true
Only because I make them real
By taking them seriously.

So I now close my eyes
And set out to explore the goodies
buried deep inside of me,
Shedding light on each of them
So that I can ignore the ranting monster.

I love this trip to my inner world
Because I am with my sweet Inner Guide.

Tags: ACIM, Meditation, NLP

Carpe Diem... Good Night!

A moment before now was now.
A moment after now will be also now.
We can only live in
Endless continuation of now.
Then I should take care of myself of present now
Rather than live in
Worries of unmaterialised future now
Or regret of uncorrectable past now.

I am helluvalot tired now.
So I go to bed now so that
I can be done with this fatigue now.
It's my carpe diem tonight.

Good night!

Something's Growing...

Very tired.
Not much inspiration felt.
But I know that
Something is quietly growing
Deep inside of me.

My sweet moon goddess
Is busy consolidating something
Deep inside of me.
But I still don't know yet
What is this something.

It's exciting to wait for
Something entirely new.

I know you are now searching
What resources to dig out
And combine with my new skills.
I can wait for a while.
So talk to me when you are ready,
My sweet moon goodess.